It sucks to be a woman

I was talking to a dear friend last night who mentioned to me that she was fixing to make a Dr's appointment to be put on diet pills. I am all for it. But for myself I could never do it. I would get back in the pattern of being addicted to losing weight and right now, I don't wanna fall back on that.

I still struggle every day with my weight. Crazy. I am not over weight. But if I stop and think about it, I feel like I need to lose weight. I can literally starve myself and lose weight in a week. But I hate doing it. It screws up my system so bad. Actually as I have gotten older, I have started to enjoy eating. I just had the weight that comes with it. It sucks to be a woman.