The beginning of the end

I have been doing a lot of thinking here lately. My life has changed dramatically. I have let go of the weight that I have been carry around on my shoulders for so long. It's amazing what life is like outside of the box. I have learned to step out of my comfort zone and to just go with the flow.

I have began to think of real stuff that people do. For instance, we have been trying to schedule a family (extended) trip. We have talked about Florida vacations, camping trips and other trips that we can take with my in laws.

Normally that is something I would have never gave a thought to. I used to tend to stay by myself. I never wanted to be included in with any member of the family. But now, I have accepted them and honestly have embraced them.

We have started hanging out with my brother in law and his family. It's honestly fun to be around other people. I have learned to let my guard down and have fun. I do not spend as much time on the computer any more. Instead, we are always going to someone's house or having someone over. It's a great feeling to be a part of something so grand.